I'm crying

Okay, Kaiden has just ligit made me cry. We were talking about how his day went and he said great. Just... I'll type our convo.



K: u can guess y

Me: The guy in English?

K: No u silly

Me: I'm not that great.

K: eff u remember last night

Me: yes. I remember. How could I forget.

K: see now try believing ur not that awesome

Me: I can't imagine anyone having a crush on me. I can't picture anyone thinking about me before they fall asleep. I can't picture anyone getting butterflies because I said hi to them or even because I smiled at them. I mean, why would they do that? I'm just me. Nothing extraordinary or special.

K: no no no don't say that ur more than that think about it ur in a ap class almost made a honors class and are a hell of a lot serious smart and just have more since then any girl ive ever meet and trust me u will go far in life and I want to be with u all the way and I will work past any pain and suffering to get there and I know u probably will think that I am speaking bullshit but I'm not ok u are singular and special and I hope you see that and that I love u more than anyone else on earth

Me: Kaiden, you have just made my day absolutely perfect. I love you.

K: I love u 2 and I care about you that much+the value of my life+infinity
Never think you are just another ok
Now you got me tearing up.

Me: that's okay. So am I.




I wasnt tearing up. I was full fledge crying. God I feel stupid but... That really got to me. I've never cried for a guy because of this. It feels... I don't know... Awesome. Crying for happiness instead of sadness. *sigh* I've never had a guy make me feel like this. I know I've said this for every guy, but I'm being serious this time. The wall; it's almost down. That chipped a lot of it away. There's holes in it. I fix it sometimes. These holes are unfixable. I usually feel my guard go back up. It doesn't feel like it did. I think I've started falling. I love this feeling.



Crystal.