Crystal Poppin here with her first post of the new year! HAPPY NEW YEARS GUYS!!!! Okay, so, last night I went skating with Kaiden. *sigh* Just amazing. It started at 7 and ended at 1. Do you realize how much pain I am in?! Oh my gosh. My feet are dead, my ankles are numb, my freaking calves hurt, and my thighs have just started to hurt. But, back to my date. He wore the matching necklaces he got me for Christmas. I didn't think he would wear it! That just made me happy as hell. Okay, it was way more expensive tonight. I mean, we got three sessions in one and party hats and noise makers, but damn! Okay, we got in, got our skates on. Geez, he was terrible at first! I mean, I held his hand the entire time, but he kept slippin around and my arms/shoulders were tore up within a hour! Okay, at the skating rink with us, we had the freakin druggies. Meg, the chick that has a locker next to you was there with all her friends... Yeah, had to deal with that. Hm... Um, within two hours we had all our talking out, so, for a while, we were bored out of our minds because we couldn't think of anything to talk about. Since we weren't talking, I started singing the songs they were playing. I didn't think I was singing that loud until Kaiden said, "And you said you weren't a good singer." I didn't think I was being that loud! I felt myself blush and was like, "Shit, you heard that."
"Yeah, for the past three song. You're a really good singer." and then I started dying. I tried to stop singing, but I can't just stop singing. He kinda laughed and goes, "You think I still can't hear that?"
"Well, I know you can, but I don't really care anymore."
"Well keep singing then. I like hearing you sing. It's nice."
That made me blush like crazy and I almost fell.
Shortly afterward, I started falling, Kaiden tried to catch me, causing him to start to fall, I caught myself, tried to catch Kaiden, didn't work, and BAM! We both hit the floor. Of course I start laughing because I'm a clutz. I helped Kaiden up and noticed he looked... I don't know. Not like Kaiden, I guess. Kinda like something was bothering him, but didn't want anyone to know. I asked him multiple freaking times if he was okay and every time he said he was fine. I finally dropped it and we kept skating, his expression remaining the same.
Midnight rolled around (No pun intended there) and they started passing out the hats and noise makers. We were all sat around the walls of the rink and as soon as Kaiden sat down, he groaned. I look over at him and he's pulling on his arm. I heard a pop and Kaiden sighed. He turn to me and says, "I popped my arm back into socket. I'm good now." My jaw just kinda dropped. "Kaiden, are you telling me that when you fell you dislocated your arm?!" "Well, yeah." "WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME!!" "Because I didn't want you to worry." "O_o Kaiden!" he shrugged... WTF KAIDEN!!!! WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T YOU TELL ME!!!
We got our hats and I had to trade the color of hats for Kaiden. First it was purple, he handed it to me. They gave him another one and guess what. It was also purple. A girl that was beside me had red so I'm like, "Would you rather have purple?" "Sure!" *Trade* *Hand to Kaiden* "Thank you, Crystal." "You're quite welcome, Kaiden."
At midnight, Kaiden told me to head to a railing. Once the countdown was over, he leaned down and kissed me on the cheek. I was slightly disappointed. I mean, come on! I kissed you on the cheek last time! Am I seriously going to have to make all the moves?!?! I guess I was going to have to. I made plans to kiss him before we left.
We had another hour to skate. YAY!!! People were emptying out pretty quick by now. It was almost empty when couple went out to skate. We still weren't talking all that much so I was singing "God gave me you" and thinking about Kaiden. Then, I heard Kaiden start singing it!!! I was like, "OoO"  Omg I love him. Then the next song the same thing happened. And we were kinda lookin at each other during the chorus of the songs. :D  Made me happy.
Okay, my dad yelled at me because he called me three times. first time: Didn't feel my phone go off. Second time: Told me happy new years, hung up. Third time: couldn't hear at all and I told him this and then he hung up! I was kinda confused, but whatever. We had like 10 to 20 minutes left. I'll find out what he wanted later.
As we're leaving, Kaiden leans down for a hug and I give him one. We kinda pull back and look in each others eyes. Neither of us were leaving so I figured he wanted to kiss me too, so, almost simultaneously, we leaned in and kissed real quick! AH I WAS SO HAPPY!!!!!! It was unexplainable. I mean, I've kissed the Tall One and didn't really feel anything, but Kaiden... There was something. I felt something and I loved it.
We separated and start heading to our cars and I almost freaking fell on the ice and snow. Almost. Got in the car, got yelled at for not being outside sooner, yada yada yada, texted Kaiden... And again... And again... And again... I was starting to get really scared. I mean, it was getting ice and his dad had been drinking a little. I thought something happened. I tried to shake it off and blamed it on him falling asleep. I sent him a good night text. Went to sleep. Woke up at noon, still no text from him. Now I'm starting to think he was going to break up with me. I mean come on! Our first kiss then he stops texting me!!! WTF!!!
Later, after moping around the house and being all depressed, I got a call from my mommy... Kaiden lost his phone last night and now has a temporary number he's using. I then start spazing out because he only lost his phone. THANK THE LORD!!!! I started texting him and he kept apologizing for not getting a hold of me sooner. *Sigh* He had no idea how I felt, but I wasn't going to tell him that. He went back to the skating rink and found his phone.
We are still texting... Kinda... I sent him a text like 20 minutes ago and he hasn't responded... I think he fell asleep. I bet he's adorable when he's asleep.  One day I'll find out. :)  I really hope this one is real. This one has felt different from the ones before. My guard is almost down now. There's only a little bit left.
Kaiden, I love you babe. Please don't be playing me. 1 reason: Come on. Why would you even do that? It's just mean and I sure as hell don't deserve it. Second reason: I could kick your ass and you know I could. I'd be pissed off enough to do it. Third reason: I know where you live... You just got a new car... >:)  Be afraid. Fourth reason: I have so many friends willing to help me kick your ass, or do whatever the hell I wanted to do with you. Be afraid Kaiden. But, I'm mainly concentrated on the first reason. I don't deserve anymore games.



Crystal Poppin'