It's All Over...

It's...it's all over. I finished it. I'm done watching Fullmetal Alchemist.


I just finished Conqueror of Shamballa....

I think my heart is breaking.

It can't be over!! It can't!! There has to be more!! Ed and Al and Roy and Winry...I mean, there was more loose ends to be tied!! Right?? There's more to be said!! I want to watch some more Ed and Al!! Please!!

I'm crying so hard right now...I was kinda joking around during the movie, but once Ed broke the ship I burst into tears. I've been cryin since the end. It's like Breaking Dawn all over again. It's over. And done. I'm done.


But whhhyyyyy??????


Anyway...I'll share some jokes I made with Demy while watching.

Okay, one part where Ed and Al were using alchemy to travel over the city, I swear to God they had a magic carpet.

Me-I can show you the woooorrrllldddddd...

Twould be legit.
Omg Roy!! Roy was just awesome...being all floaty and eye-patchy...

It's official, though. I'm using my brother to cross the gate and go to Amestris.

I really wanna write a story about Amestris Meg.
Demy-She's probably be outgoing XD
Me-And have a boyfriend....that's it, bro, come here....

Okay, jokes don't make me feel any better...Imma go listen to the original version of brothers and just...die....


ELRICSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS


WHYYYY?? IT JUST CAN'T BE OVER!!! IT CANT IT CANT IT CANT!!!


....I'm gonna go...cry...for the rest of my life now....

I just...I think I'm in shock. It can't be over!!!

I'm not going to be able to go to church tomorrow, I'm just going to mourn the loss...

That's horrible for me to say, sorry, God. Love you.

I have issues....


 I just...I don't know. It's not over. I refuse for it to be over.

I feel like I'm going through the stages of death, here.

I shouldn't have watched it. We should've left it at the library and drawn this out. Til I was forty. Or eighty. I could die in peace after I watched it. There we go.

I've still got Sacred Star of Milos, though....I dunno. I just want some Ed and Al....

I'm depressed. It's like post potter depression, only worse. Worse than the post twilight depression...okay, I don't think it's that bad...that one lasted for days...I think this is partly due to I'm tired....

but it's over....


Brothers time.

Vic, cheer me with your viagra voice.....

Crying less...my throat hurts from sobbing. And my mom is mad. I'm crying to loud, apparently and she thought something was wrong. FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST IS OVER. CAN YOU NOT SEE SOMETHING IS WRONG??

Shiz, now I'm crying again.

I'm just ranting!! What am I still doing???

Ed and Al...

And I felt so bad for Winry!! Ed doesn't even say goodbye!! It's like, you love one another, doofus!!

Demy is pulling me slowly out of my depression. She's talking about if they made We Were the Cost into a movie...yay. That's like, a legit dream of mine. I would love it. They'd probably edit it and change the story line a little. I'm totally fine as long as Theo's VA is hot and we get to see Al chained to the wall. (Spoiler?)

Can I be attracted to myself, if Theo is me? I always get confused. And when I talk about Theo, I always say it like in the first person, so when I talk about Maes in public I'm like,"That's my girlfriend!" and It's weird...cuz I like penis...not Haru's rainbow one, though....that one has been up arse holes...

See, I'm getting better. Ranting helps the soul.

Brothers may not help the depression....

I guess I'll get on iFunny...watch there be an FMA pic....

-MEGARA ELRIC </3