The New Section Chief

Meg! It's the person replacing Strauss on  Criminal Minds!

Isn't he creepy? And apparently he has had a professional relationship with JJ. So they worked together at some point.-Ness

Boys

Okay that is it. Kaiden is so fucking stupid. I mean, he hates Taylor Lautner because I like him. Are you fucking kidding me???!!! Can he not grow a pair and accept the fact THAT TAYLOR LAUTNER IS AN ACTOR???????? HE IS DRIVING ME INSANE!!!! HE DOESN'T LISTEN TO ME EITHER!!!!! He's hurt his stupid teeth, but he's ate a crap-ton of candy hearts. I keep telling him to stop eating them and he'll feel better. Does he listen? Of course not! He's a guy. Why would he listen to a girl. Even if that girl is his girlfriend.

But hey, whatever right? You guys don't want to hear about him. But quite frankly, I don't have anything to talk about except him pissing me off at this point in time. You're going to have to listen to my rant, unless you don't want to, then skip this entire freaking post.

Okay, so last night, Kaiden and I were facetiming and for the past few nights, he's been saying my name wrong. I kept forgetting to tell him, until last night that is. When I told him, he kept saying how terrible he was and wouldn't listen to the fact that it was okay. He doesn't realize that every time he says something bad about himself, it hurts me. He's always saying he's a "failure" or a "lost cause" and it fucking kills me! I finally got fed up with it and told him to "Stop saying that crap. Every time you put yourself down, it hurts." He then went and said he was a monster for that. It just killed me. I died a little when he said that. I gave up. Absolutely gave up. Just... Okay. There was more, I just don't want to type anymore. I'll probably tell you guys the rest later, alright?


Crystal

My Current Obsession

I've recently become addicted to the worst fandom ever! Anyone who is on Tumblr understands. I'm a Sherlockian. I can't even hear the word fall without breaking down. It's an amazing show with amazing actors, and the worst writer ever. Moffat. His name should be added to the dictionary as a way of saying destroyer of dreams. Someone seriously needs to watch it and talk with me. I will even give you my Netflix crap if you will watch it. I needs to talk with someone about it. Any takers?

I've written several poems for it and  I've posted them on tumblr. I have the most supportive followers ever, and I love their comments. I think I honestly enjoy it more than Blogger. It's easier to post on, and less crashy. I think that this may be my last post on here. I've actually been getting responses from my viewers and it's refreshing. But I won't delete this blog just yet. I have also taken down all my Fanfic stories. I was fed up with some of them never getting worked on in favor of other stories.

And now I will post my poems.

Bitter

Angry

But at what

Many ask

But none know

His life

A maelstrom of 

Hatred and depression

So few understand

He plays 

Not because 

He is bored

But because

He craves attention

His theatrics

Only designed

To retrieve the

Attention of the one

He craves

The one who

Could understand

Him like no other

A intense emotion

Hope is

Not something

For the faint of heart

It nearly stuns him

The way it sweeps in waves

Over him

Like waves in the most 

Turbulent of oceans

Pulsating and yet

Fulfilling

And then...

Soul crushing disappointment

Anger

For the one

Who above all

Should know you

Are not the villain

But the victim

Of a most heinous crime

And yet

You feel anger

For those who

Convinced him

You were the enemy

The expendable

army doctor

The reformed druggie

DI

One who he should pity

The abused in childhood

The forensic investigator

Yet he still doesn't get it

You left him breadcrumbs

Ye they were as plastic

As the "Good" doctor's

emotions for him

But left him suffer

 when he comes crawling back

to the hate filled "best friend"

You'll be waiting

In the wings

To catch him when he falls

Deliverance

Sitting silently

Alone at a crowded bar

The blonde haired man

His shoulders slumped

His face wizened 

Knowledge no man should possess

His blue eyes clouded 

Unshed tears

Brush his thick eyelashes

Trembling hands grasp

Empty air

Thick voice

Calls gruffly

To unseen men

Desperation evident

Sudden jerking

And hunched body

Hit stone floor

Tremors rock

Through him

As burly men

Surround and support

Drag him to a bench 

And spread him prone

911 dialed

But suddenly

Elegant and tall

Long face 

Surrounded by

Thick ebony curls

And cutting cheekbones 

Icy blue-green eyes

Rough callused hands

Drag prone body 

To a waiting cab

Drag him to the body's house

Yank him up the stairs

And wait.

Wait for the moment 

Of reawakening

Of the beginning

Of deliverance

A Glimpse

John sits immobile

Barely able to speak

Sherlock wanders aimlessly

Through the crowded streets

Molly sits in solitude

Her part in this unclear

Lestrade lives on his sofa

His life consumed by beer

Donovan regrets her part

Her hastiness to judge

Anderson while outward cheered

Inside a part of him can't help but grieve

Mycroft gives no outward hints

He helps his brother 

But damages others

Ms. Hudson grieves the loss

Her son dead and gone

Their lives forever impacted

By a man's delusional mind.

I'd like to point out how extremely hot Xemnas is.

LOOK. AT. THAT. MAN. BEAST.

K I'm done.

-Demy

XD

Larry- *opens door* Who are you?

Person at door- I'm from the IRS.

Larry- *slams door*

Best children's show.

-Demy

VEGGIETALES

Omg I've just been spazzing about VeggieTales all day. Like there has been a pretty much constant stream of VeggieTales and silly songs playing in my room today.

And it's awesome.

I got into the VeggieTales tag on tumblr last night, and I REGRET NOTHING.

VeggieTales is the most legit show ever and I'm not ashamed to say it.

I can't stop smiling as I watch it. Seriously. It's just like...my childhood. And it seriously is half way made up of humor for older viewers, making it freaking awesome for all ages. Like watching it today, I'm just now understanding some things I never got before XD

And I've found out that there is a VeggieTales section on fanfiction... I don't even want to read it. AND YAOI. EW. Like seriously. So many people ship Bob and Larry it's not even funny.

And I've been listening to the silly song Love my Lips.

That is seriously one of the best songs ever. And I learned the word for lip in Polish. Usta!

And I found out that the tune of the song Boids from An Easter Carol is the tune of Rock Island from The Music Man.

KAY. COOL.

Lol watching Esther now.

King- Do you think she'll like me?

Haman- Of course! Everyone likes you! Under penalty of death.

BEST. SHOW. EVER.

-Demy

BROTHER!!

That's it. Theo is legitimately my older brother now. Like, I believe I am related to him. He is my Nii-san.

I don't think I've appreciated Theo quite this much until now.

-Demy Elric

Love you, Nii-san <3 You are the best Nii-san ever, Meggie!

Not That..

I meant my family darling. It's just irritating that they forgot. Thanks anyway though.-Ness

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Oh, Ness!!!! Happy birthday, babe! I'm so sorry I didn't tell you earlier!! I'm terrible with birthdays, and your number got deleted off my phone D:

Sorry, hon!!

-Demy

Happy birthday!!!!

Why Didn't I See This Happening?

Everyone I know have forgotten it my birthday. I've literally been forced to help plan my cousins birthday party which is later today and pick out the Winnie the Pooh decor. My parents even forgot it was today. This is why I don't come out of my room.-Ness

-_-

Okay, so, Kaiden has a friend... that is female and is currently texting her while he is facetimeing me... I SHOULDN'T BE JEALOUS BUT I AM SO PISSED OFF!!!! I mean, his dad and her dad worked together so they knew each other then, but after Kaiden's dad died, he didn't get to see her as often... HE KEEPS TALKING ABOUT HOW AWESOME SHE IS AND...!!!!!!!!!!!!! JFKLEWOAUEILSAJFDKSLMCLDAH;WEOURELAFJDKOWUIEALFUWEOUFALDMF,Z! THAT'S WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT!


YOUR VERY IRRITATED,
CRYSTAL POPPIN

XBOX Y U SO DIFFICULT

I've been trying to get on Xbox live to play with Viktor for like forever now and it's being stupid. I JUST WANNA PLAY XBOX WITH MY BOYFRIEND DANG IT.

-Demy

I've just discovered...

That Sherlock is the pitied fandom on Tumblr. I'm pitied! Which is needed when Moffat is involved. Damn man. Making us wait freaking years for the next season!-Ness

Problem?

Yes. I did just spend almost an hour drawing Pajama Sam.

Problem?

I thought not.

-Demy

Crap

I've been discovered

-Demy

Fourth of July Fun

Ugh. As if.

We're at my grandparents' house-my brother and I against our will.

My mom invited all these people I barely know, so I'm currently hiding by the woods.

There's a guy in our grade here, but I don't know his name.

I had hoped to spend the 4th at my dad's house, like we'd planned, but my mom decided last minute that my brother and I would spend it with her.

I'm. Hating. Thiiiiis.

To make it worse, my sister keeps talking crap about my dad, as does my mom.

I seriously am so sick of it I don't even want to be around anyone. Not that anyone cares though. I've been hiding probably twenty minutes and I don't think anyone has noticed I'm gone. Not that I'm complaining.

And one more thing. My mom has the carpet torn out of my grandparents' house, and has sold some of the furniture. So basically she just ripped out my childhood. Brutally.

And it also means that she's serious about us moving down here. She wants us to live in this house instead of ours. Meaning I won't be going to the same school as everyone anymore.

Do you know how much I want to just curl in a ball and cry?

I seriously hate this.

Hopefully I can go on the mission trip with Meg. It's a win-win-win. I get away from my family, it's a church function, and I get to be with Meg. This is seriously awesome.

That is if I can go.

Oh well.

Hopefully.

-Demy

To Meg

Dem here.

I totally, totally, totally respect Meg's decision, and it's made me think a bit too.

I am on the Internet seriously all the time. And when I think about it, I have no idea when I the last time I just sat down and read the Bible was. What Meg said makes me really want to rethink my priorities... And, of course, no, I will not turn into some religious nut.

I'm not sure if I'll quit posting on the blog or not, but I will try to be less obsessive about it. I do love the blog. It's brought us all closer as friends. I'm not sure if I'm really to give up on it just yet, even if I'm not one of the original members.

But either way, a thank you to all of our lovely viewers.

-Demy

Goodbye--The Last Memo

Meg here. I know I've been MIA for over two weeks now, but it's just because some things have come up and I'm here to give one message: I'm quitting the blog.

I know this seems out of the blue. But the fact of it is something happened about a week before camp that made me realize that I wasn't going in the right direction. I was a sinner. I was an idolater. Think, how many hours are you on the internet a day, or reading, or writing, or on your phone or ipod or whatever. All I know is that every spare minute in my day I was typing, and that when I wasn't it was all I could think about. I've decided to turn my life around. I've gotten back into the Word, which is great. I'm giving myself back over to God, like I should've.

I've gotten rid of my laptop, and I'm going to answer what everyone is worried about: stories.

No, I'm not done writing. I'm going to keep writing with everyone, in my usual style, just not near as often. I'm actually going to write on the twilight story, then the project with Dem right after this.

I'm sorry for the short notice, and I haven't really had my phone. It's been sitting in my desk for a while now, and I didn't even take it to camp. Sorry. If anyone has questions text me. I'm not some Christian prude or anything, I'm still me. I love you all so much. Gonna get writing.

-Megara Jules Giry

Goodbye.

Ok this is seriously hilarious

I went on google translate to see what "happy birthday" would be in Japanese, then I added in Neji's name.

This is what I got when I turned it back to English.

Screw-kun.

Which is supposed to be Neji.

I do know that neji means screw in Japanese, but still... I find this hilarious...

Because basically, this:

Equals this:

Oh well...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SCREW-KUN

-Demy

Is this possible?

Can you PMS when you're not near your period??? Because I've been super emotional and stuff. I got in a really bad mood, then I was really giggly and now I'm crying and I don't even know what's happening.

BUT I HAVEN'T TALKED TO MEG IN LIKE TWO WEEKS.

THEREFORE I AM CRYING.

UUUGGGGHHHHHH.

Anyway... Neji's birthday is July 3rd, which is tomorrow and so now I'm super emotional BECAUSE HE IS DEAD AND MASASHI KISHIMOTO IS AN ASS.

SERIOUSLY.

WHY NEJI.

WHY KILL NEJI??!!!

OUT OF EVERYONE.

OUT OF ALL OF THE PEOPLE FROM KONOHA.

SAKURA COULD'VE DIED AND I WOULD'VE BEEN FINE.

SHE COULD'VE AT LEAST HEALED NEJI.

She had the power to. She seriously could've saved him.

She healed Tsunade. And Tsunade was cut in two. Literally in two pieces.

Neji got stabbed.

That's it.

SO CAN WE ALL BE PISSED AT SAKURA FOR A MOMENT?

K. COOL.

Gosh I need like Valium or something...

-Demy

Here's a crappy drawing of Neji for his birthday

(I seriously would do better about remembering people's birthdays if I could just look them up on wiki like I can do with fictional people DX)

Meg...

I really miss Meg... There's like this void in my life right now... I need Meg to fill it...

-Demy

Maes

I'm very happy with this pic :) took me almost 2 hours DX

It looks cool in 3D~

-Demy

My phone is retarded

It says it's the 14th of May. Every time I try to change it it goes back to that date.

And my Internet is being screwy. I got on ifunny just fine, but it won't let me update tumblr. And the blog is being weird too.

SCREW YOU, APPLE.

-Demy

First world problems.

What is coloring

Seriously. Every time I try to color people, they either look like they're covered in dirt, or they have jaundice. I'm not even kidding.

Anyway, I drew Felicity and Kain

It looks better on my DS I swear >.<

WHY IS MY COLORING SO RETARDED?

Ugh. I'm done for the night.

Or I could go fix this picture...

That sounds good...

See ya.

-Demy

COMMENTS. COMMENTS!

Well, not on the blog.

We don't get those :/

Buuuut~ on Colors! 3D I drew something this morning

It is Riku. :D

And get this. I got a comment on it ONE MINUTE after I posted it.

ONE MINUTE.

THEN I GOT ANOTHER.

DUDE.

I WAS EXCITED.

I also drew Sarah

If you can guess which scene in WWTC this is, you get a cookie.

-Demy

Huh. They both have their mouths partially open. Interesting.

FINALLY

For the longest time I've been wondering who Fuhrer Bradley reminded me of! It finally came to me!

You remember the show Recess, right?

Remember the principal?

Principal Prickly is Fuhrer Bradley.

Just saying.

And then there's Tom Selleck.

Him too.

JUST LOOK AT ALL THE RESEMBLANCE!

-Demy