Fuck this shit

I have never been this pissed off in my life. I hate my father right now. I'm crying with anger and that NEVER happens. God I hate him. Tomorrow I'm getting picked up early, like, 1 o'clock early, so Kaiden were making plans to go to a movie. We found a movie then agreed on a time. I go ask my mom, "You need to call your dad and ask him..." and I didn't hear the rest. I was like, 'Fuck this shit. He won't fucking let me go. He's a douch bag that doesn't let me do anything. EVER.' Well, she made me call him regardless and I about started cussing him out.
"Hey dad. Kaiden wants to know if I can go-"
"No."
"What!? Why!?"
"Because I'd rather you didn't."
Well fuck you! I didn't reply for a while.
"You still there?"
"Yeah." and I was absolutely pissed. Tears were welling up in my eyes and I wanted to punch something.
"Sorry your mad."
No your not! Your a fucking retard!
"Sorry you don't get to hang out with him EVERY weekend."
"I don't dad! I don't ever schedule anything when we're with you because I know you'll say no! We wait until my weekends with mom!"
"Well your with me tomorrow right?" all snobby like.
I had to stop myself from cussing him out right there. It was so hard NOT to.
"Yeah." and that's all I said to everything else he said. I wanted off the phone. I was tired of talking to him and I was crying and shaking with anger and I needed to punch something. I hate him so fucking much right now. I'm not going to talk to him unless I have to anymore. I hate life.



Crystal Poppin